Heya, thanks for choosing this sausage's post in the sausage-fest that is r4r.

I'm posting because I feel like I'm missing something in my life. From the outside looking in it wouldn't seem I'm lonely. I have a lot of online friends, hell, I'm even married. (Although that has it's issues, and I totally expect a lot of judgemental messages regarding this. I'll just say it feels bad not feeling "loved" in your marriage.)

I feel like I'm missing a strong connection in my life. Like a best friend, or even a lover. Someone who I can look at and say "Yeah, that person is special amongst everyone else to me." someone I can rely on, and who can rely on me. Someone who makes me laugh and smile and I can do the same.

I'm not going to do what most people do here, and pretend I'm some super interesting person that plays the piano and reads 8 books a month. I'm a pretty simple person. I'm a nerdy guy (Although I'm pretty tall and strong looking), I always try to make people laugh and I have the hobbies you'd expect a nerdy guy to have. I love videogames (PC gaming), TCG, LEGO, and I'm looking into incorporating even more hobbies too!

I want to do some outdoor activities, but I'm in Florida and it just...sucks. The nature here is basically fake to appease tourists, there's no really lush forests, it's always hot and there's no mountains or anything beautiful to look at. It stinks! I really want to move out of Florida.

My humor is super crass and dumb, penis jokes, edgy humor (as long as I'm with someone I'm familiar with). Things like that. I can be really goofy, but I can also speak to people about deep topics and while sometimes I miss the mark, I'm a pretty emotionally intelligent person. I mean, I'm thinking about studying to become a therapist, so that has to mean something, right?