Marked NSFW as any topics are open for discussion. I always go fullout me in these posts, so be warned it's lengthy. TLDR at the bottom.

Do you want to know my theory on soulmates? If not, then you're probably not the stardust I'm looking for.

Back before the universe was anything like what we now know, everything that is, was once star dust. Floating star dust, gliding about, creating clicks of friends to float together with until one day we all got too close, compressed and exploded far from one another. We became the planets, the stars, and the people who inhabit them. That's why we can connect so quickly with some people. Our internal star dust is vibrating with excitement at finally seeing one another again. Whether it's friends or our one true love, we have many soulmates waiting to find us.

I'm looking for my star dusts.

Looks, gender, gender identity, spirituality, nationality, none of it matters (though I would love to know more about your culture as well as you as a person) so be not afraid to come as you are. I am damaged but not broken. Like how ancient China fixed their broken pottery, my pieces have been fixed with gold, wearing my damage with pride for I still stand in contempt of the demons I've faced. There is very little I will judge you for. I value honest, strong morals, communication and curiosity.

I love most things gaming. Video, card, trading card, board, and dice games alike are all welcome at my table. I'm currently trying my hand at DMing by assisting my friend with their work load. I like playing DND, but I'm honestly having the time of my life just creating new worlds (which is one of the major draws I have to RP). Whether it's Arkham Horror or Monopoly, uno or rummy, Cthulhu's Vault or Pokemon, I'm sure we can find something to play.

I like to write. That's an understatement honestly. I love to write. I post my erotica on another site and occasionally take requests. I love to role play. I used to do borderline novella rp until the years of forced creativity burned me out. I tend to use flowery language when it's something I feel passionate about (like the soulmate rant above). Since I can be over the top and intense, I feel it gets my point across in a way that is uniquely me. Reading is also very important to me, though I tend to stay on the paranormal fiction and manga side.

Music is one of the biggest ways I express how I feel. If I don't have the words, I have a song that does. The song that describes me at this moment is Cannibal Within by Amigo the Devil. My current band obsession is Ghost (Waiting for the Night is my healing song) and I will completely latch on if you're a huge fan, too.

I have trouble identifying my feelings and expressing myself, but lucky for you, you won't have to wait for me to tell you because my face will say it all before I even know myself. I'm actively working on my communication skills. I would say I'm 80% and naive, bubbly, supportive fox natured girl and 20% depresso espresso with a healthy sprinkling of anxiety and PTSD to round it all out.

I just want to help you celebrate your accomplishments (even if it was just getting out of bed today) and comfort you in your times of need. I want to create something with you, even if we're the only ones who'll ever see it. My light won't stop shinning just because yours is, but we'll shine brighter, together. So shine down on me, I'm waiting.

TLDR; looking for friends who like geeky/Otaku things. 21 , any gender and cultural background.