Hey ladies of the dark web,

I'm putting it all out there in this raw post because expressing myself fully on dating apps feels impossible, and finding genuine connections can be challenging too.

I'm a 24-year-old white male from the San Francisco Bay Area. After college on the East coast, I fell in love with NYC, but recently, I returned to SF due to my mom's illness. Sadly, she passed away from stage 4 cancer and septic shock a month ago. It's been a tough journey, but I'm grateful for the time I had with her.

In light of everything, I've decided to take a break from my life in NYC and stay in the Bay Area for now, surrounded by family and old friends. While my mom's passing is heavy, this post isn't about pity; it's about where I've been and what I'm looking for next.

Here's what I seek: I'm looking for a meaningful connection that may include a sexual component if there's mutual chemistry. Starting as friends is ideal, but I'm open to exploring intense physical connections. Authenticity, confidence, and femininity are qualities I value in a woman, along with living life intentionally and with passion. Someone who can be goofy and spontaneous but also hold a deep conversation. While I'm open to connecting with women of all backgrounds, I'm particularly drawn to those who prioritize their mental and physical well-being

Some of my interests include working out (weights, basketball, pickleball, hiking), art and design, food, drinks (cafes, bars), spirituality, deep conversations, long drives, nature, personal growth, and writing.

And of course, it wouldn’t be an sfr4r post w/ out the stats: I'm 24, 5'9", with a hunk/solid/masculine build (recently gained a few pounds I'm working off). I'm well-endowed below the equator.

If any of this resonates with you, feel free to send me a chat. Your picture gets mine.