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Hi! I'm a polyamorous woman who has a very bright and colorful style that you can see in my post history. I'm engaged to my wonderful high school sweetheart and we are ethically non monogamous. This means that everyone involved in my relationships is aware and consenting (no cheating).
Today I broke up with my boyfriend of almost a month and honestly, I blame myself. There were needs not being met on both sides but I truly feel that I could have prevented the breakup somehow. So I'm kicking myself while I'm down.
My fiancé has bought me oreos and a stuffed animal, we had sushi for dinner, and he cuddled me until I begged him to stop. He's being very sweet. But he's autistic (so am I) and he has emotional blindness so a lot of him comforting me is done because he knows he should, and because he can't bear to see me hurting, but he can't truly put himself in my shoes.
So I would love for someone to help me heal my broken heart for a little while. I'm not looking for a new relationship, not yet, but I would love for someone strong and nurturing to tell me that everything is going to be okay. Or distract me, I don't care. Tell me a dad joke, use a cheesy pick up line, just anything so I don't have to feel the way I do now.
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