NSFW tag just because I'm open to any conversations, including the spicier ones, but open to anything, not only NSFW things.

So, I'm 36...yes I'm old. I'm a disabled Marine Corps veteran and I am medically retired. Work part time as a bouncer in oregon. I've been on probably every single dating app that exists with little to no luck. Don't know if it's because I'm not in a huge city, but it's really hurt my confidence, which was already low, and made it practically non existent. I haven't been in a relationship in over 7 years, and a real actual sexual relationship ever. Yes, I'm 36 and I've never actually had a real girlfriend. I honestly feel like some kind of freak, and that I'm running out of time to find someone before I'm old and decrepit lol. I've recently been ghosted twice, and the last actual date I went on a couple days ago, was told afterwards through text that I wasn't attractive and that my insecurity and shyness made her feel uncomfortable being with me, so...yeah.

I'm 6'1, 250 lbs, brown hair, blue eyes. I have pics up on my profile if you want to know what I look like. I'm kind of a nerd, I like video games and movies and music, I also like sports and outdoors stuff. Everyone has a type, and I think I tend to gravitate towards more petite women, but other than that I don't really have any specific type. I love tattoos and piercings even though I don't have any yet, so that's always a bonus for me. I would like to be able to exchange pics, because as much as I or anyone else wants to admit, attraction really is a big part of finding someone you want to get to know. I know that all sounds shallow and I don't intend it to be, just being honest.

I'm not really sure why I'm here. I've posted in here before with no luck, and at this point, if I get a message from someone cute in freaking Australia I'd take it, because at the end of the day, distance is just a small thing if I can find someone I ckick with. So, if you want to nerd out with me or just talk, or flirt, or keep me company, please feel free to hit me up with a chat and hopefully a pic!!!