As a young chronically ill female who's been through a lot in her life, I've always tried socializing, especially online. Finding and making friends who stick around and aren't toxic is extremely rare nowadays. After all these years and my experience, I can sense a red flag from miles away. While sifting through low effort replies, like people who don't even read my whole post before sending me a message or people only looking for NSFW even though I'm very clear - it makes me question the general level of decency and intelligence.

So, to be clear, serious requests only. I'm NOT interested in quick flings or one time hook-ups, but more of a longer term, in depth, loving type of friendship or relationship. So I hope for a chance to properly get to know each other. I'm looking for something real and lasting with people who are mature and capable.

I know the bar is quite low online, but my search continues, as I still hope to attract respectful, intelligent, like-minded friends, who are able to hold a proper conversation, which can hopefully eventually grow into a healthy relationship.

It would be nice if you're from around the same area, so we could potentially meet up if we desired, but online requests are welcome too!

● VERY IMPORTANT: I have Multiple Sclerosis, which has a lot of impact on my life on a daily basis, but most of the time my energy levels are extremely low and I'm fatigued. Some of my other symptoms include dizziness, fainting, headaches and overall pains. This means I'm currently not able to study or work fulltime, or ever work a labor intensive job for that matter. I've always been independent and moved out when I was young, but there has been some major changes in my life as of recently.

This is one of the reasons why socializing can be extra difficult and why I need to rebuild my whole social life. Talking to someone who can understand and accept the effects of my MS, and being able to call them a friend would be really nice and comforting. Unfortunately that's hard to come by these days.

♡ personality: I have a lot to say about a wide range of topics; I'm open minded, flexible and I enjoy a good joke. I'd describe myself as an ambivert and can be fun and outgoing, but I also enjoy my peace and quiet when I want or need to.

♡ orientation: I'm single and I consider myself to be polyamorous and pansexual. It's attractive to me when someone is organized, knows what they're doing and when they know how to provide safety and respect.

♡ interests: I enjoy watching movies, shows and YouTube. I like listening to podcasts from time to time, and audiobooks as well. I also like to read. I like to game from time to time, such as The Sims, Battlefield and WoW. When I get the time for it, it's only a habit to play for days and then not for a long while.

I enjoy creating art, such as painting, drawing, graphic design, writing poems and making music in FL studio here and there.

I have a lot of interests, so that is one reason why they don't always get an equal amount of time from me. I haven't had much time for many fun things lately, due to my fatigue and big life changes.

● I enjoy topics such as philosophy, psychology and creativity. You can always catch my attention with an openhearted intellectual chat, but I also love a good, dark sense of humor.

I don't use social media and I never enjoyed it much, except for Disc*** and Reddit.

I consider myself to have atheistic, agnostic beliefs, but overall I have quite spiritual and philosophical thoughts. Yes I do read my horoscope, but I don't believe in all of that for 100%. What can I say, it comforts me.

I'm 420 and psychedelic friendly, as long as it's done responsibly. I don't drink regularly, but I consider myself to be quite a social smoker and drinker, it's more fun when you're sharing the fun.

general dislikes: People who are all talk, but don't do as they say most of the time; people who damage the integrity of a relationship. Also not fun; possessiveness, disrespect, toxicity and a lack of self-awareness. People who are shallow and only looking for NSFW. I also dislike it when people are generally unhygienic or messy.

● my appearance:

♡ body - My height is 163cm. - I've got dark hair and dark eyes. - I usually wear glasses. - I'm biracial and I've got a caramel complexion. - I'm curvy.

♡ style - I've never liked wearing a ton of make-up and never wear foundation or do my eyebrows. - I enjoy unique clothing and accessories, which are colorful, out of the box and whimsical. I could dress casual and chic, but also edgy and preppy. - I adore tattoos, but don't have them (yet). - I'm crazy about piercings too, but don't have them anymore (except for earrings). - I adore colorful dyed hair as well, I used to enjoy to dye mine back in the day a lot.

xxx Rosy

NOTES * I feel like I shouldn't have to ask this, but considering the usual reactions, I will: Please read my posts and make sure you understand it before asking me questions I already answered such as 'Where are you from?'

• People keep making this error; it's Rosy, not Roxy.

• It's Multiple Sclerosis, MS, not 'sclerosis' or 'Microsoft' (Yes, the bar is really low and disappointing).

• Please don't ask me right away about the most difficult or personal stuff about myself, like my MS or my recent life changes. If the setting is safe, those conversations will happen automatically, and you don't have to ask for it.

• A chat request stating what you're looking for yourself, especially if you haven't made any posts, and what interested you about my long post would be really helpful.

• People on Reddit (especially men) seem to like to ask about the requests to my post - please don't. It comes across a bit desperate and insecure. If our chat is good, you shouldn't have to worry about the sheer amount of requests, as most requests are low effort anyway.