TL;DR: I'm looking for an LDR with a girl who resonates with me.

Hello everyone!

Name's Meg. Letting myself try my luck again, since I learned even more specifically what my expectations were. So far the most straightforward post of mine on any outlet. Excuse my bluntness in some places.

Let me be clear: I'm looking for a steady relationship, LDR is fine. I'm Kinsey 6 kind of gay, so I am not looking for guys, girls only. Alone for two years now and ready for a new person, since I worked on my self-development a lot. Extensive questionable experience in relationships helps me with being realistic but who knows, maybe something will emerge from this. I'm tired of my crown of celibacy tbh.

Cis female. Very Eastern European in all aspects and proud of it. I live in Montenegro, born and raised in the best city of the world aka Moscow, adulted in Hungary, of mostly Polish descent, mother tongue is Russian. 169 cm / 70 kg (5'6 1/2" 155 lbs), okay-looking in terms of my face (may not be to your liking, so here's a pic. Call me a lookist, but you can't really like a person if you don't like their looks imo).

Still trying to find my way in life. Right now I work as a computer technician; used to work at a hospital for 3,5 years as a chief administrative assistant; I also hold an unfinished degree in linguistics. My hobbies are messing with electronics, Linux system administration, (mostly old and indie) video games, hiking, reading medical articles and some other mostly non-fiction stuff mostly on geography; I also used to write poetry and music. Jack of all trades: there's barely a thing I can't do and I know a lot of stuff but most of said stuff I know only on surface level. I mostly listen to metal and electronic music, but I can occasionally be caught listening to some stupid pop or something.

Brave, caring, open, honest, respectful. Very worldly and open-minded, decently well-traveled (just destroyed your stereotype about East Europeans eh?). Have been frequently called a nerd. A good listener and sometimes a fun speaker with a lot of stories to tell. Not very emotionally intelligent but I compensate with my analytic brain. I have a history of successful treatment for depression (because shitty broke life full of trauma. I'm in therapy btw). Cold brain, hot temper; wouldn't call myself a particularly kind person but I do damn care for ones I love. I do not have an upbeat personality either, but I can be fun. Moderately religious (Catholic), with a moderate interest in spiritual stuff in general, but I never proselytise. Demisexual (I obviously won't be able to support a kinky conversation, nor am I looking for one). INTP, chaotic neutral. Also, I am a chainsmoker.

I see myself near a brave and decisive person. These qualities are extremely important to me. In addition, I really wish to find a person who's able to accept and understand me "at the half of a word" as we say, so that's exactly why this post is so bloody long. Have no doubt, I will reciprocate everything and be the best ride or die partner I can -- and do my best to make sure our relationship is healthy and equal. To me, communication, honesty, mutual acceptance and lack of prejudice are key. I never lie to my partner and will not tolerate any sort of lies myself.

I am completely open to an LDR and I know very well how to manage those. I value honesty and open communication first and foremost. I do have an expectation to get to know my partner in person, but unfortunately I won't be able to travel to see you -- weak passport, being broke, debts. So it would be very preferable for my partner to be at least somewhat travel-ready. I'm really sorry I can't visit you on my own, but I guarantee you will enjoy your stay (Montenegro is stunningly beautiful!). Also I would like to note that I am monogamous and I have had a heartbreaking experience being around a polyamorous person, so please be single.

Oh, you're still here? Thanks a lot for making it through my post that far. Please drop me a dm only! if you feel like you really resonate with me, take your time to peruse my profile if needed (let me be straightforward, I had wasted enough of my time on relationships that were not a good match for me). Please say a couple things about yourself and why you have decided to text me. You can be from anywhere, preferably from Europe, but please be a cis female aged 20-35. The languages that I speak fluently are English and Russian, I also know some Hungarian. Hope you have a great day.