A lot happened this week. Maybe not in terms of real life, but self perception. What I need to work on. Genuinely work on. I've definitely expanded. I am don't get me wrong, I'm strong, smart, socially when I'm interested in the company, you will rarely find someone more fun to be around, but I know I'm lacking in some regards. Mainly when I'm not interested in people, and there's so many of those than the ones that I am. And I usually write them off, and in my head it makes sense, I'm not looking to waste peoples time after all. And I have my fill of acquaintances. After all. I'm strong and smart, wherever I go I end up meeting people that like me.

But. It might of been short sighted. I mean. When people respond from my big posts, and they're giving me not long term energy, its a knee jerk reaction. Since with these posts I'm technically only looking for one person. I do end up missing out though, on the secret people, the ones I didn't know I needed.

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Anyway. Where I'm at right now.

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Simple. I'm getting back into fighting shape. I used to be so much faster, stronger more capable. I'm stronger than I was before, but the other things? Not so much. I'm going to start going to a range. Twice a month. But also work in my hand to hand skills. I used to practice boxing. A lot more. But I ended up breaking my speed bag and getting really bummed. Throwing punches at air is lame. I need some form of feedback. I might even have to go to a boxing gym or something, punching something that doesn't hit back is boring. But my immediate circle is a bunch of soft doughy people, so. I'll probably have to do that all by myself, which I mean. Is fine. But it's getting annoying. All the new adventures and things I want to do I have to set out alone. And I mean. I can do that. I do that. Its just. I miss the time when I had quality people in my circle. I mean. At large? Sure. I meet a lot of people online that are amazing in different ways, but on a local level. Just people I've long since stopped spending time with on the regular. Nothing on them, but I'm moving forward. In every regard. Slow, steady, but always forward.

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God I fucking wish I could find someone local here So frustrating.

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Anyway I'm 6'1. Single. I like naps, potatoes and curvy ladies. I have no kids. None wanted. I have a dog. Well. Its not really my dog, but the dogs story is fucked. So its kind of my dog. Drop an intro and lets tango.

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I know I said I prefer someone local, thats true. But if you feel like you need to message me, I could always use a new chat buddy.

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Just be single. I after all don't write posts on R4R for platonic friendships.

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Oh. Hobbies.

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Gaming. Reading. Writing. Archery. Boxing. It's easier if I tell you what I don't like. Horror. Reptiles. Hmm... other stuff?

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