I really felt like getting this off my chest so thank you for letting me do that.

I am looking for a genuine connection and i might have high standards, as anyone should if you know your worth. The search might take a while but you make that connection it just hits home, you can’t get enough of each other, spent every free minute texting back and forth. You know it’s really amazing, you start to get excited, especially when they say they want this, that you are all they ever wanted, and you feel it too. You hear that voice in your head go ‘girl, it’s just been three days, what are you doing?’, but you can’t stop the excitement and wanting to go all in.

And then… day 4, you are ghosted. Just like that, no explanation. And you start to wonder about everything, am I ever going to find what I seek? Every time I do it’s so fleeting. Then you wonder am I going to get ghosted every time I you feel a connection? Should I stop trying and give up?

People, please just communicate at least, let the other have some closure, don’t be so heartless.

Anyway if you don’t think I’m too much to handle here are a few things about me. I am a romantic I want to know what drives you as a person and who you are. I am aware attraction is important, so I’m petit in height, white and smooth skin, rosy full lips, brown hair and eyes, curvy body, in what you call ‘hourglass’ shape.

I am attracted to a man that looks after his appearance, and is confident in his looks. For the age in 30s, and want to put effort and communicate often. Same as with location to match, be frequent in or around Europe if possible. Please be okay with long distance.

(Ps: if you are reading this, congratulations for making me feel this way. I believed you every time you said I was perfect for you. I really thought you were different.)