Possession and obsession are manifestations of love itself.

I suppose, I’m simply seeking something different here. Tired of all the books I read that I now, seek a more enticing story. Seeking a different thrill..

I’d like to focus on the mental aspect of dominance here.

A game of cat and mouse.

I seek something specific here. Someone to consume my world, threaten to burn it down but not destroy it.

I want something others would consider unhealthy and borderline toxic…

However, to me it’s just another form to show someone just how deeply you love them. It’s another form of showing how much you care..

I want the invasion of privacy, the constant spamming of text messages or calls, the jealousy, being asked where I am or who I’m talking to, clinginess, possessiveness, doting, the adoration, complete devotion and the need for you to be controlling..

The man I seek is selfish. And isn’t afraid of being selfish.

I have a soft spot for the unwanted. Loving what others wouldn’t love. Hence, why I seek a specific kind of man. So if you’re a little unhinge, you’re the kind of man I’m seeking.

I want the intensity of romance. No holding back, just all of you. All your good and all your bad.

I welcome it all. Controlling, demanding, and possessive behaviors.

A man’s primal instincts.. claiming and taking his woman..

I want to feel possessed and owned.

I want to belong to you.

Even when your affection suffocates me, even when I no longer want it. Especially, when I no longer do.

I want conversations where we can stay up with each other, banter and the silence between us is comfortable rather than awkward. I miss having great chemistry with someone..

I want someone who’ll love my innocent and playful nature yet also corrupt it.

I’m not easily manipulated but at times, I’ll admit, I am. I want to be manipulated into needing and loving someone. I want someone who wants me that bad. That they resort to manipulation in order to keep me. Because they refuse to share me with the world. And in a twisted way, keeping me from the world, is them protecting me.

I want a man who knows what’s best for me. Even when I don’t agree with him. A twisted protector. Who’s willing to cross lines, boundaries and limits for me. Who doesn’t care about who to cross in order to get what he wants. Because what he wants,matters more than anything else.

Take advantage of me. Of my kindness..

Unravel my thoughts, desires, secrets..

Demand to know it all.

I want someone to strip the blanket of my safety away.

Be a shadow, that hides in every corner I turn, unable to hide from you.

Regardless of what this is, I want to be able to know that you won’t jeopardize or destroy my life. Do make it clear, that if you wanted to, you very much could but - don’t. Because I seek someone who’ll come to care about me and love me as well. In his own twisted and selfish way..

Mind fuck me into thinking if “I would want this” or “should I want this”..

Know my every move.

I like a challenge, the chase and hunt - and I’d hope, you do too.

Submission and control is earned after all.

Take over my world. Over my time, attention and affection. Demand it all.

No age requirement.

I just want to love and be loved. Hard.

And when the time comes when I no longer can do this, I want to be too deep in it, where I can’t escape you and your dark affection.

If the kind of man I describe is you, walk into the storm with me.