My supply was supposed to arrive last Thursday. But it still hasn’t arrived. It’ll be here in a couple hours today though.

48 hours without pheni i started panicking so I went to a detox place. They told me they had no clue what it was so they didn’t know how to treat it. I told them it’s a gaba drug like alcohol and benzos. They tested my vitals and told me I need to go to the er because my heart rate was in the 140s and my blood pressure was bad.

I went to the er and waited for like 5 hours as an anxious mess. They took blood twice hours apart while I waited.

None of the doctors there knew what Phenibut was. I tried telling the doctor about medical studies and experiences online where Baclofen helped people get off Phenibut. The doctor was like “yeah well that’s just one study and everyone’s different. Baclofen is a completely different drug”

They gave me iv Valium and a bag of fluids.

30 mins later they gave me more iv Valium and one 10mg Baclofen. I was shaking bad and could barely hold a water cup

I was at 5gpds.

Later they put me in a room over night and every few hours a nurse would come give me Ativan and a Baclofen.

I had mild psychosis. I could tell it wasn’t real. I was hearing loud music that wasn’t there. I kept turning my phone volume down realizing each time it’s not playing music. I saw what looked like worms crawling on the ceiling. The walls looked like kids had drawn pictures and words all over them. I was pretty out of it. I kept seeing people reflected in the tv screen in my room even though no one was there. I kept hearing people talking in the hallways and arguing and swearing but I couldn’t figure out if it was real or hallucination.

So I stayed overnight, then left the next morning because what they were doing wasn’t really helping me and I was sick of only being able to lay down at the hospital. I had so many wires attached to me because they were monitoring my heart non stop and giving me iv fluids. I couldn’t go anywhere without calling a nurse to come unhook them so I can get up for for a bit. I was really restless and antsy. Couldn’t sleep at all. I remember thinking omg time is going by so unnaturally SLOW the next morning there.

They prescribed me 30 1mg Ativan and 30 10mg Baclofen to take home.

I got home Sunday. Yesterday and today I feel fine and pretty normal. Am I through it? I haven’t even taken any of the Baclofen or Ativan today.

My pheni comes today but if I feel fine I’m not gonna keep tapering and just be done with this shit