I binged up to about 10gs a day for about a month.

Felt shitty all week. Started tapering by 500mgs a day. Haven’t slept all week.

Constant withdrawal symptoms. Hopelessness, anxiety, fast heart rate, audio hallucinations, weakness, shortness of breath, feeling sick, nauseous, vomiting, no appetite, thoughts of suicide, reminiscing on my life and missing it, brain zaps, weird muscle spasms, 0 sleep. I can’t tell if it has turned on me or what. It’s like the most unpredictable drug ever

Idk what to do.

2 years ago I successfully tapered from 2gs a day for 6 months with Baclofen. I’m so mad at myself for doing this to myself again but way worse.

This is way worse and I don’t know what to do. I don’t have Baclofen right now and I don’t know what a stable dose is for me right now.

I have agmatine and NAC but I feel like they aren’t helping me at all when they used to. I feel like I’ve permanently fucked myself. Also this is a very bad time in my life right now so it’s making things a lot worse