I just had to share with you guys that I had a victory last night/this morning. I'd been feeling so defeated and unable to taper further than 7 or 7.5gpd. I was almost giving up. Yesterday I couldn't take it any more. I was counting down the hours to my next dose. But then when the time came - I didn't take it. After about 8 hours I felt better than I had in years - I felt like a real person. Still very uncomfortable and restless, but my mind was clear. So I didn't take a dose last night. I took a gabapentin and was actually able to sleep. I just went the longest I've ever gone without a dose since I started this stuff 4 years ago. Almost 17 hours! I struggled this morning with whether to take a dose or not. Finally I ended up taking 2 grams, which is less than my usual dose of 2.5. I don't know if I'll feel comfortable enough to CT, but I'm keeping my doses much lower and further between from this point on. I've finally found some motivation and confidence. Starting to believe I might actually be able to do this.