Maaaaaan, I'll tell you, I didn't update on day 5 because, oddly enough, that was the hardest day so far. I think mainly just those commom feelings of hopelessness you get when coming off any substance. I was crying a lot, feeling really low, but, I made it through.

Day 6, all my heavy WD symptoms seemed to have passed. I am just extremely tired, but as the day goes on the better I feel. I need to get up and start moving around, but I'm really enjoying binge watching that Cobra Kai show on YouTube Red. It's an interesting parallel from the little boy I was then, to the man I am today trying to find redemption in this life, and it's pretty much what the show is about to a huge degree. It's like how did we let it come to this? That question doesn't matter. It's what we do with this life here and the now.

I wish you all the best. We are all brothers in recovery. I think I'm going to go to an NA meeting tonight.