my life in a nutshell : as an AFAB I thought I was straight. then I transitioned (Ftm) and thought I was bisexual. then I was starting to think I really am gay, but I'm having huge doubts

romantically I'm not interested to anything but sexually, I like dicks, like quite a lot. and I also enjoy boobs. I don't really like vaginas, but both male and female bodies can look attractive to me.\ However, pretty much the only stuff I look at when it comes down to porn and such, it's dicks. not even men having sex with someone or whatever, just dicks lmao (for example closeups of guys pleasing themselves)\ that's why I started to think I was just gay but just then I dreamt of some woman I know and long story short she was sitting on top of me, we were rubbing our clit/tdick, still clothed, AND it was quite arousing. but then why do I never look at women in porn? they don't turn me on nearly as much as cock owners?

bruh I'm lost