I'm not ready to face my demons...

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Retention Imbalance - Need Support

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I was doing some recent reflection as to why I keep relapsing after my 27-day streak, which was my longest, and I've realized that I'm not ready to face my demons.

Retention makes you confront yourself first hand. You become so in tune with your body and your emotions that everything dark and scary can become easily accessible in an instant. The pain I felt my last streak pondering childhood trauma, abuse, my sexual urges and kinks, loneliness, and much more was just too much for me to handle. It was dead awful and I don't want to go back there. That's why I keep relapsing, to protect myself.

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