I ask because I am seeking the opposite. To reconnect with reality and myself. I have heavy DP/DR. I think some of it was caused by badtrips from 18 years old weed experiences that were so traumatic I isolated myself from reality. I stopped weed for like 10 years, and have started taking it sometimes to relax lately.

But ironically sometimes, weed, and that one mild dose of psylocibin I did, feel like they allow me to reconnect with reality a little.

Still, I'm wary of taking a large dose of psilocybin and ending up even more disconnected.

Is it possible that psychedelics just allow you to reach consciousness states that you usually don't - and that for most people, that would be the dissociated state, but for dissociated people, it allows them to feel reality again?

My life has spiraled down heavily and nothing is helping, so I'm thinking of trying something drastic and taking a large dose (supervised) to deal with my issues and reconnect with reality. I'm very wary though because of my past trauma... and my brother being schizophrenic.