I am very angry with god that my life is a complete crap show to say the least. I am stuck in bad situations. Financially and academically and this is bringing me mentally to a bad place as well. I hate that god has put me into such a bad place to even start of with and that I can’t even get out of here. I hate my life so much in practically every single way and I wish god just killed me now. I hate that I am living here I hate my life so much and I can’t just not blame god because he is in charge of everything. I have no one to help I have no one to take me out. I make du’a and the problems just keep existing. I want it to all end. I am so angry with god that my life is in shambles. I don’t want to hear make du’a because it’s just proving itself to be ineffective. I don’t want to hear have tawakkul because nothing is working. I want to die because of how much I genuinely hate my life. Please help me god is not helping me and just watching me break down.