I have a certification exam next Saturday.

What I planned last night: I promised myself I would wake up at 9 am this morning to do a few 4 or 5 pomodoro sessions of deep study.

What actually happened: I snoozed my alarm and ended up waking up at 1 pm and feeling bad about it. I went on a bike ride around the neighborhood, I folded my tent, cleaned the garage, worked out, read a chapter of my book, cleaned the kitchen, shaved my head and took a cold shower, now I'm sitting here trying to force myself to study, but I have to go visit my parents in 15 mins 😞

Anybody feels like they can't do this shit? It's like my brain doesn't want to do the thing that matters. I'm thinking about waking up at 4 am on weekdays, take cold showers, exercise and do some deep focus sessions.