I put too much pressure on myself to think of the right time usage everyday every moment.

I often cant get started because I want perfect clarity of everything. I want to have an overview of everything and a routine that ensures I'm on top of everything and that everything is going right and smoothly.

I'm hurrying always and trying to shove as much as possible into my time. I want to get good in many things fast. Maybe I'm perfectionistic... They say you should focus on progress....yet how much is enough?

I'm never happy with what I'm doing coz there's so much I wanna do and I feel sad coz I can never do any of it and may not even be able to ever do or finish most of them in my life