I’ve relapsed and I found my self with my account at $9000 but up around $1000 from a $4000 ETH, $3000 DOGE, and $1100 CC deposit.

It was a mistake depositing that much money in the first place. I do not make much income, i’m about to be 26 still living with my mom.

I even told myself I would withdraw after doing some risky huge bets. But the site I was using had a 10 day hold from my Credit Card deposit. Today was the last day I until I could finally withdraw at 6PM. But I chased small losses and kept on chasing until I lost it all.

I’m so depressed thinking about all the unhealthy lifestyle I’ve been living and the money I’ve lost to this dumb addiction. It’s 7:37 AM i have not gotten any sleep and I’ve lost $8000 in a day.

I need a better job if anyone has any suggestions for some entry level work to get into to help recoupe the losses.

The bright side I guess could be is that this loss is so big that I can’t even fathom to chase the losses this time. I’ve lost probably $15k-$20k and gambled everyday for a few years now.

My gambling addiction was sports gambling. And while the cost what I lost is more than what I make a year, I believe this is a huge wake up call for me. I need to get my shit together.