I'm still shocked by it. I wonder if part of it is now I've been transitioning into a guy for a couple years now, and my anatomy has grown. As well as exploring sex now that I'm becoming more comfortable in my body.

I always took quite a long time to get off when I was pre-T. I never expected myself to ever be like this. I was the one having experiences with guys getting off before even entering me, or within a minute or two inside. It's something I find beyond hot.

The first time I hung out with my now bf, I was just too anxious, and trying to be quick with him as to not keep him up any later. (Poor thing was exhausted!)

After I left though, we were texting a bit about being more intimate. After not seeing him for 3 weeks, I travelled to his city. We got food, had some drinks and went back to watch a movie at his student house.

After smoking some weed and watching the movie, we lied down on our sides, facing eachother to cuddle. I love lying in the dark, and just tracing my hand around his body. Feeling his silky-soft skin and masculine features. As soon as he starts doing the same thing to me, running his hand down my side along my ribs and hip, I get wet real quick.

He slowly was putting his head closer to mine, so I decided to fight my anxious nerves and to just kiss him! I never enjoyed kissing before, but it felt so hot with him. I was soaking by that point. He wanted to finger my cunt a bit. I was anxious, but went with it.

I was already getting so worked-up from the kissing and him simply touching my body, that within seconds I had to pull his hand away from my hole to avoid cumming. Feeling embarrassed, I told him I was close.

I thought doing more kissing would be a good way to "cool down" from the brink of orgasm. He rolled onto his back and I straddled him, but making sure to keep my cunt hovered over his dick as to not touch. I was kissing with him more. I had fun pushing and holding his head to the side, kissing up and down his neck, collar bones and jaw-line.

I sat down onto his dick, kissing. He started playing with my beasts too. I was sodden. My hole felt achy and swollen. I felt like I was super hard and could feel my heartbeat in my t-dick I was so close. I lifted off of him and was an absolute wet mess, gooping all over his dick. Even after lifting off him again I still thought I was going to cum soon from just kissing him. So I just grabbed his dick to put it in me, and as soon as I slid down onto it, I apologized and came really hard on him. I just sat on him moaning and feeling my hole and t-dick throbbing and spasming around his dick.

I was SO fucking embarrassed. I still made sure to get him off still, but I felt really silly for cumming so easily. Which I don't know why since I'm attracted to the same thing. He said he didn't mind at all. I rode him until he came deep inside of me. I was an absolute wet mess by the end of it.

This man drives me wild. I can't wait to have more experiences with him.

Edit; fixed a horribly funny autocorrect.