I decided to defer a year for physical therapy school and stay with the baby instead. The baby would arrive basically the same time as when school starts. I talked to a counselor at my school, and she mentioned that the first semester of school is extremely rigorous. She also mentioned the lack of sleep I'll get with a newborn, and said post partum is real.. I guess it would be different if the baby was at least 6 months old. I do get it, it's just the mind shift I'm going through.

This was such a hard decision to come to terms with. I got what I wanted which is school and pregnancy. However, timing was not harmonious to have both at the same time.

I feel selfish that I'm upset, but I know that it will be worth it to stay that year with our baby. I'm still upset, but I know I shouldn't be to not stress my pregnant self out.

Thank you for listening :)