18 weeks. I am going out with my friends and I’m so shocked to see how fat I look on all of my clothes. I don’t look like a pretty pregnant lady but like an obese oversized person and it’s breaking me.

Plus, my husband had stopped showing physical affection, he’s too busy all the time and he makes acts of service but he won’t come and kiss me or hug me anymore. I have a Cerclage so sex is prohibited for us which makes it worst because now we don’t even have an excuse to get closer.

I don’t know what it is, if my hormones that make me see it this way, or him being nervious about the whole pregnancy thing or he just really lost interest in me because I no longer look attractive but I can’t stop feeling awful about this.

What to do, dear moms? Had any of you went through the same?