Im so tired of the late fees, tired of the interest charges, tired of my card declining, tired of filling myself up with water.

I want a break, I don’t think I did anything bad to deserve this. I’m lucky enough to have a remote job so I don’t have to pay gas, but that’s the only plus side. I can barely make rent, and due dates stress me out. Seeing my pay go from triple digits down to double, most often single digits upsets me. I want to move to a cheaper area, but I don’t have the funds to do that right now. I’m drowning in cc debt and I’m scared to put more things on my card.

Working two jobs and going to school is draining me. When will my big break through come??? Reading everyone’s story, seeing some of you guys in the same boat gives me a sense of comfort and sadness. Seeing success stories make me hopeful and happy yet so envious and mad.

I just needed to vent and let it out. I’m just really tired of clutching onto my phone as if it’s my lifeline and staring at my bank account. It’s gotten to the point where I can’t even sleep at night, because I don’t want to wake up and be closer to the day I have to pay my bills.