So I've been addicted to gay porn for quite a few years now. This last year though I discovered gooning/edging and it definitely caused me to spiral really fucking deep.

I made porn accounts on every site imaginable, I downloaded and collected/organised all of my favourite porn specifically on its own dedicated harddrive. My boyfriend is also super into porn, so its something that we are able to enjoy and share with each other.

However, I find that whenever I orgasm i get really depressed and down and lose interest in porn for weeks at a time. I love the feeling of being horny and just lost in lust and obsessing over porn, its such an intoxicating feeling.

I dont know if i should just quit porn and try and put my energy into other things or what i should do..

I haven't cum in a few days and I just put my chastity cage back on, so all the thoughts and desire for porn all just come flooding back.

any advice would be appreciated!