A week ago I really thought I could have had the chance to kick the habit. But right now I’m high as hell with a vibe on my tcock and my hole dripping desperately, obeying urges to goon goon goon, get higher and higher and listen to soooooooo much PORN. Letting strangers on the internet share sick fantasies, push me deeper and higher in my vulnerable state, and jerk off and rub their penises to how fucked I am. Say things to me that all I can do is jerk off to, whatever it says,,, fuckkkk I needed this, I can’t even think about getting clean again cuz tbh feels like I belong here….. thank youuuuuuuu ngggg heheee

The encouragement and tips here have been so helpful in me deciding what is right to do 🥴 I’m so glad with how far I’ve come ~