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Like most people as young teen i started watching porn and i kept doing it for 10 years on and off, i allready had problem there i guess but i wasnf feeling any mental problems cause of it i would just jerk off when i was free and had nothing better to do it was my like 5th favourite hobby, over the time i started to use free videochats site from time to time and jerking with people on cam, still wasnt feeling any mental problems it was my like then 3rd favourite hobby, but i wasnt obsessed still. But early this year i bought premium subscribtion on adult cam site flingster and since that big mental problem started to happen, i met many girls and even stay in touch with some of most horny once, that made me even kinkier and hornier talking everyday with girls who were basically 24/7 horny all time like me and where using all their free time masturbating/gooning and i was at the point where jerking on cam became my favourite hobby and i used all free time on it and even thinking about it when i am not on site. I used to have many hobbies, especially watching sport which was my favourite hobby all life, but i came to point where i couldnt enjoy any other hobby everything was boring in comparation to jerking off on cam with girls. I cant go for few hours without thinking about cam sex or rethinking about experience with the horniest girl i met. I just feel depressed most of the day cause it always somewhere in my thoughts and i cant enjoy doing anything else really like i used to do. Any advice is welcomed and i am thinking right now of just going no fap at this point i just want to be able to enjoy my small hobbies like i used to, without having sexual thoughts in my head. I need to add that i have addictive personality and i managed to beat gambling and weed addiction and i am free from both 2 years, maybe i am wrong cause that is now behind me, but quitting porn and videochats are much tougher for me atleast.
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