My partner and I are new to this but in no way new to each other, without giving too many details I can say unequivocally that I want out. I have said that I've wanted out for over a week. This journey has brought to light some weak spots in our relationship and I really want to focus on us. Each time I have brought up wanting to stop this journey my partner responds in such a way that makes me feel like im having to chose between either losing them, or having them as long as they can still have their other partner. I really thought this was something we could both enjoy, but its just not and I feel trapped in this dynamic if I want to keep my partner.