I'm not all that good at putting myself out there. But, seeing as no other avenue has worked. I thought I should throw a boomerang out and see what comes back.
I do everything in my power to make sure that those around me are happy and content with in their own lives. I guess it would only make sense that I find myself starving for loving companionship. I don't know why. Every time I'm trying to be monogamous my heart feels so empty after a few months. I've tried many times to look for other ways to take my mind off of what I feel like I'm missing. Nothing works. I still feel lonely or alone while I have someone with me. The only time in my life I truly felt complete was when I found 5 women craving the same affection and attention as me. I know that this might sound really bad to some but I did do my best for every last one of them. The ending to that is a pretty long story. Moving on.....
I literally just wanna find someone who can help me feel complete again. I'm not a bad guy, just get stuck in a lot of bad situations. I work them out and end up in more pain then before it all started. I wanna feel truly happy again as well as helping someone else feel just as happy. Is that too much to ask?
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