GF and I are both 25 and have been together for 2 years.
Iāve had cuckold urges before we started dating, but for a while I didnāt know what they were or that there was actually a term for getting aroused by the idea of my partner with other men. My cuckold urges have intensified over the last 2 years as a result of certain experiences, but I think I am finally ready to accept my place. While finding texts between her and one of her friends about how my GF misses her ex because he was a lot better in bed was a gut punch, it also helped me to finally start accepting that she deserves better. She also told her friend she sometimes wished she had a BF who would take charge and lead her instead of her having to always take the lead. She said āsometimes itās like Iām the man and heās the girl.ā. Ever since then, I havenāt been able to stop thinking about her being pleasured by a better lover. Our sex life has slowly declined over the last couple of years, and feel like she has deprioritized me in her life.
It has helped me realize that Iām a beta male and that she does deserve a real man. I need to accept my place and role in our relationship. We are looking for a long term partner for her. Ideally, someone to help train me to be the best cuckold for her and give her what she needs and deserves. Teach me to serve you and her as you guys go on dates, make passionate love, and develop feelings for each other.
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