Hi,

I’m a 5’6” curvy 33-year-old female married to a 31[M] we have two kids.

Sometimes I feel like I’m on a grand stage reciting things about me. I’m exhausted from dealing with guys who are just out to lead me on because they just want sex. I love sex honestly, and I’m a freak if you get the chance to know me. That is…if you truly want to get to know me.

I’m not even sure if I’m going to find what I’m looking for. I’m being brutally honest at this point. Maybe that’s what I needed to rip out the insecurity that if I’m too honest no one would want to talk to me. But I’ve done a lot of growing these past few months. I’m taking better care of myself, I’m on a health journey and I’ve already lost 25 pounds. I’m still wanting to lose more. But it would be nice if you could keep up with my new active lifestyle. If I haven’t already lost you at this point.

I want someone close. Please live near or around the St. Louis area. I don’t mind driving an hour or two but at least be in Missouri. I won’t make any more exception. Age limit 29-39 I won’t budge on this either I’m sorry but there is a reason.

I want someone to see me for who I am, who will fall in love with the parts of myself I don’t show anyone. I hide to protect myself and I tend to push others away when they get too close out of fear of being hurt. So if you can’t handle that I’m not for you. I don’t want sympathy and I don’t want someone who relates. I want someone who will help me grow, challenge me, grow with me.

I love deeply, I fall quickly, be prepared. On the same note, I scare easily it’s funny I’m quite the paradox if I’m even more honest than I have been. I value honesty, integrity and communication. Speak to me how you feel and I’ll do the same. I’m a good listener so if you have a bad day I’ll be there to cheer you up.

What I’m looking for is someone who wants a real relationship that will turn long-term. I want to go on dates and make memories together.

Please don’t contact me if you smoke weed, do drugs or want a hook up.

Here’s what I look like and in turn I ask you to please show a picture of yourself, it’s attraction is important.