How good and/or how baddd of a habit, well that's up for you to decide...
If I could try to put words to exactly what I'm looking for it could get pretty ridiculous. My piece of perfect is probably something I'm totally unaware of. I kind of prefer it that way, always learning and discovering new to me stuff and things!
So it's like a penpal of the future times, with a side of diary or journal perhaps. I want to get into it allll, the little, the big, the silly, the annoying, the serious, the how's and the why's and the ways we work. I like having something extra to think about, ponder, focus on, assist in solving problems, creating them "ah-ha" moments when things just finally make sense.
There's no set way or path or direction for this. Although I do keep to a pretty rigorous screening process. I thoroughly enjoy the process of going from strange strangers, to something not so much. This will take a little bit of time, effort, attention, and bandwidth!
It's all about the process, it's how I work, it's the sciencey minded man in me, or wanting to do things the right way every time. Or thorough, I guess that works too. By day I'm a wanna be engineery dude that has to be a perfect perfectionist at all times. I need to know what's going to happen before it happens. That kind of spills into my personal life and ways.
The big catch is I'm not so single. I'm not married, and I don't have any children. Things aren't necessarily terrible at home, I'm not looking to runaway, yet. I'm more just trying to figure myself out, who and what I am, as well as my wants and needs and even down to what even brings joy daily. I find myself with a little well lotta bit extra to give. I also can be quite the bit of extra at times. Some things are missing and there's just something about that somewhat deep digital connection. Get as real as you feel, I really dig real! That's where a someone like you comes in. I want to learn all about you, where you've been, where you're headed, things you enjoy, bring joy, learn the annoyances, the pet peeves, the routines, the places you go and the things you see. I want to get into it all!
It's kind of like a next to no limit pocket person to share all of our stuff and things and secrets and thoughts only we think that nobody else knows, figuring things out together for the however long we can keep things entertaining. Stay til you don't feel it anymore. We can all be adults and use our words, they are mostly all we got! It's also kind of like a puzzle, in human form. What will you learn when you put more pieces together. Many sides to discover, phases perhaps, enough for us to chew on. Or something like that.
When I'm not being my perfectionist engineery robot self for the man, I enjoy my rest and relaxation. Lately my down time has me tending to my indoor garden, watching stuff that leads to learning something or just laughing at dumb stuff. Being introspective of sorts. Music is my preferred media, always looking for that next song to do things to me. I seem to weirdly find a lot of relatable music to please my ears my mind and make my heart do funny things. I also am trying to find some creativity within myself. Besides my personality and my character and my whole being(you'll see). I want to create things I have arty type things, music things, and writing things that I don't really know how to use. Maybe you do, maybe you don't, maybe we can learn things together!
Oh! You totally can be from just about anywhere. Sure I prefer some live messaging and notifications! We'll have to see how our time lines up for us.
Want to join me on a journey? Send me words I can respond to, tell me something about you, or something that made you smile, or something you learned, or something that made you move and or groove.
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