Minor vent post I guess.

My partner Fred and I had a late night last night going to an event and getting home pretty pooped. He was still wanting to canoodle and I was down, I just had to go to the bathroom. While I was in there, he said he needed to make a call (only reason i know it was meta is he has a habit of announcing who hes on the phone with in any other circumstance). I figured it was something important since it was so late, but I couldn't help but feel just.. rejected I guess. I'd been getting into the mindset of having sex and then it got yoinked up before I could even get in bed. Obviously he can change his mind about sex whenever, but it just felt bad. Especially since he'd been texting a bunch during dinner so I was already feeling uneasy. The phone call ended up lasting like an hour or something so I just went to bed. But I woke up feeling a bit sad and numb about it. This is one of those situations where I'm not sure what's appropriate to feel or say. I'm not mad at Fred. I know he doesn't take a phone call unless it's necessary. It just felt really shitty to be proposed intimacy and then have it taken away to go talk to meta.