So full story, me (F22) and my boyfriend (M22) went to a house party last night, he has always been open with me being sexually involved with others, even in front of him, whereas I have always told him to not tell me any details about his dates since it triggers me.

So last night there were a girl and a guy at the party, the guy wanted to kiss me, I asked my bf if he's okay with it, he said he's more than okay, so we kissed. Then I had passed out quickly after throwing up due to drinking very much. So my bf kept talking to the girl, which is fine, they were in the hall, then he came into my room to say goodnight to me, I asked him if he's going to hookup with the girl, he said he doesn't know, they're just talking.

I told him, can we please cuddle up, to which he said he wants to talk more to her, then i told him it's making me feel very uneasy and can he please not sleep with her, they can do it some another time but I don't want to see it happening in front of me. He said please let me be with her, he was very adamant about it, so I said okay go. The whole night I was with the other guy, we just talked and I kept thinking about my bf in the other room with the girl and was anxious and jealous the whole night.

I cannot help but feel hurt, because he saw how uncomfortable it made me feel, I requested him to be with me, I was also not well and yet he chose to sleep with her, idk please tell me if feeling hurt is valid here. I have never done anything that might make him uncomfortable, it's my top priority and one of the rules.