Hoping I’m in the right group to post this but I want to share something that has happened that has made me feel open to polyamory in a way I never thought I’d ever agree to.

My partner and I have been together for 1.5 years and are MADLY in love with each other. Great sex nothing to ever complain about, to the point where I KNOW how good he is.. and the idea of him pleasuring another woman this way under “my control” really turns me on.. I love the idea of my partner pleasing someone else, but because I want him to. Me telling him how to pleasure a woman and how to make her feel ecstasy through my partner. But not with the other woman degrading me or making me feel like a partner who can’t provide(aka not cuck). I really hope this makes sense and I’m hoping to see if there are anyone in a relationship like this, by giving me someone to express these new found feelings. It’s crazy to me how I was at a stage in our relationship where the idea of him with another woman would send me into a depression to now it’s what arouses me and kick starts the most intense and glorious sex ever. This is the biggest 180° I’ve ever made, it feels like a huge milestone, and I want to ask QUESTIONS 😍