Hi, please bear with me.
I will try to be as careful regarding spoilers as possible to not ruin anyone's day.

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I watched 'Her' on Netflix just now and it incited some serious thoughts about Poly relationships in me, and I am not okay right now. Up till now I very much struggled with my feelings and always persued monogamous relationships despite having issues with falling for multiple people because I just can't bear the thought of living a poly relationship.

Now after watching the movie I have the feeling I have to face those feelings somehow, regardless of what that might result in. I think I need some advice and someone to talk about all that.

I will go out tonight to not be alone (I am currently living abroad and don't really have a lot of close friends in my vicinity), but if someone wants to talk to me about all that tomorrow or in the following days (possibly someone who watched that movie so that I don't have to dance around the spoilers) that would be great.

I know this might come across as weird, but I am really shaken by this whole situation.