You ever hear those thoughts?/ Ya know those ones that can’t be ignored./ The ones as loud as gun shots./ The ones that had the tears poured./ Made you think you’re a demon./ Cause you damaged a heaven./ The ones that should put you in a looney bin./ The ones I’ve had since age eleven./ They scream my insecurities./ They mock my success./ The ones that believe when my bullies tease./ The ones that I obsess./ I do think I’m sick./ Nah that’s just me over thinking./ Which explanation should I pick?/ For my mental health that’s surely sinking?/ Maybe I am overreacting./ Or maybe it’s the trauma./ Maybe it’s watching the fists fling./ Maybe it’s seeing tempers flare like bombs from osoma./ Nah it’s just cause I’m weak./ I’ve never had very much muscle./ Yea I’m a classic geek./ The one that won’t push when you pull./ I’m just a punching bag./ No need to fight back./ Soak it up like a rag./ Sorry it’s just seems positivity is something I lack./