Slice my wrist and let every drop of blood represent the sins I committed I’ll show you all my thoughts but I’d think it would be too explicit My past is full of demons so welcome to the exhibit I want to give my life to God but I feel too ashamed and forbidden I’ll pull my heart from my chest so you can see my eyes glisten for the last time I’ll place it in your hands just so I can get a chance to go back in time Times when they were simple and when I didn’t cheat to pass the time I became a monster in your dreams and you see it on rewind every time A trip into the past is something I can never grasp So I live life today full of regret with a smile as my only mask Destruction of your world so I can find an answer in a glass I found a letter that said I left my heart in another place and I was too late but at last - I found what I was looking for but it was a lifetime too late A lifetime I dreamed of is now a lifetime that I truly hate So I’ll love you for as long as I’ll live for old times sake And when you’re flying as an angel into a glistened silk lake I’ll watch from a burning abyss and wish I could see you again , but seeing you is a dream too late