Title: Lost Soul

Scraping by trying to survive another day. With The world you see vs the one I live in its worse then hell in its own way. From my blood burning and tears dried up. You can't see me cry beacause im dead Inside. empty soul like a ghost. so far gone you could say I'm cooking for the devils roast. Fear of God, fear of the reaper, maybe even the devil him self. But Ive seen them all and dug my own grave by myself. With this life I was handed you would think I'd be my own time keeper. But every time i try i only dig the hole steeper. Line by line, eyes fell behind my head, friend looked at me and said dam he's dead. But I came back and a tear wasn't shed. Just another unsuccessful event in my life. Kinda like when my own mother stabed me in the back with a knife. Falling 2 stories down without a father insight. I knew from the moment I was born I was mistaken. A failure from the womb. I'm a lost cause hopeing one day I'd fall into my tomb. But with determination for a better motivation I keep moving so my family doesn't see deviation. Holding my own even if my body goes to elevation. Hanging by a thread on my last breath. Do I keep living or choose death. A fight I face everyday. But the things I got planned for the future led me to pray. Got down on my knees and told god and the devil one day they would pay. So in the mean time I'm here to stay. To inlighten those who also want to do down wrong highway.