Ash you know that love you

But I can't stay in maine

It may look to you like I'm running away

But I'm already running in circles

I'm going berserk

I never wanted to hurt you

The look on your face when I said I was about to desert you

Never said anything worse

That shit put my dick in the dirt

Never did anything worse

But I'm putting me first

Only now can I distinguish the hurt that I've caused

Processing the loss

Losing you and my uncle too

It's got me confused

What should I do

What do I do

Make the move

Leave the state

Nothings at stake so what do i do

Take the job and the loss

Move out of this state

Get out of my way

Or stay on this path n hopes my light will come back