Sitting in the park where it all ended

I left her all alone now her hearts mended

Asking all these questions that feel detrimental

Got a sort crisis and it's feeling existential

How do I really clean my mental

How do I rid my brain of hate

How do I stop the rolling waves of rage

That only come from a place

A place of pure depression

Of pure resentment

It's like my head spins

And I just can't win.

I've lost all the wind in my sails

Now I look in the mirror

And see a man who only fails

Not once has he ever prevailed

Now he wants to set sail

Head off for a new land

A land of new tales

Maybe he'll repair his two sales

Come back to maine when the moods sailed

Come back home when his two tales become one

When he's finally got a daughter or a son

Cuz the only family he ever known he wound up running from

He left them home alone

He left her cold at home

She'd never know if he was coming or going

If he was staying or leaving

So early in that time she started grieving

Grieving the loss before jt even happened

So when she finally told him it was over she wasn't really saddened

Said it had to happen

Cuz there ain't no going back

And If I could I would do it all right...

Change the choices that led me to this park tonight

So I could see the spark in her eye and lay by her side as we close our eyes

Say I love you and say good night