Let me tell you about the time I remember you first crossing my mind

It was after you first crossed my eyes

Both of shy and quiet. Watching the rest of the school from the sidelines

Most of whom were fools and pests

But you made it past them

You made It through them

The vulgarity and nuisance

You brought illumination

And an exhilarating perfume scent

You made the cows jumper over the moon

You made me fall over words and trip over sentences

Little did I know what that would come to represent

Fast forward a little

Now we're in the middle of our high school careers

Not astonished by piers, or petty quarrels.

You sent a message to this little squrriel

I thought what a strange coincidence

This has never happened.

No genuine women has ever taken interest in me

So I responded with haste, as there was little time to waste

I'd love to come chill, should I bring some beers to kill

So I wrangled some brews, stuffed them in my bag and called up my mother

Hey mom can you give me a ride

Sure kid where ya going

To Burnham to hang out with a friend

What's his name she responded

I said ash and she looked astonished

But she dropped me off unawares of my intentions

I couldn't believe I would finally get a peek into her life

Because at school she seemed so magical

And unlike everyone else

She seemed fine to dwell on her own

Weakness from her was something that was never shown

Probably due to the fact that to her it was never known

As the time passed and the night grew colder.

The crowd grew smaller and my thoughts got taller.

We found ourselves down in the pit.

Amidst the company of one witness I'd like to forget

Had I not held back, and graced your lips with a kiss

Maybe Aubrey would be mine

And we wouldn't be in this

This mess that I've created

From my lack of communication

My own mental hallucinations

Maybe it would've changed our final destination

Destined to be separated

Right from the second we graduated

I'd always been infatuated

Now that your gone

I do my best to stay strong

Though I feel so wrong

Try my best to smile and get along

Feeling lost, look what I've done

Look what it's cost

Everything I ever wanted

Gone in a flash

Like a camera lense snaps

I let it all crumble and crash.