I’m disposing of a carcasse,
Which once upon was me.
Crucified and sanctified,
Consecrated now is he.

Constantly we madly bickered,
Daily drank our loggerheads.
Finally we’ve finished fighting,
And tearing us to shreds.

Not one single portion of him,
Do I count as deprivation.
So masterfully hide his pieces,
Ending all frustration.

There are some who only know him,
I shall bear this burdened cross.
Their forgiveness I will beg for,
So we might join in joyous loss.

He was such a horrid human,
To the core a callous stone.
A repugnant piece of pig shit,
No wonder he died alone.

Admittedly at my hands,
They are red with guilty crime.
This sin of self-less sacrifice,
Will wash away with time.

I wish I’d killed him sooner,
But young goes hand in hand with dumb.
Someday I will forgive him,
But for now with him I’m done.