Emily here.

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I had to banish 3 of my headmates for participating in some...disturbing and morally bankrupt behavior. I don't feel too broken up about it right now but maybe the shock hasn't hit me yet.

I feel mostly alone but also like there are others here as well? I feels like there's one other person. I don't know if I'm bringing them into existence, they're appearing/wandering in or what. I've decided to not pursue it for now.

Finally, I had a breakthrough in communication but I'm not completely confident in it yet. I can sense other thoughts they don't feel like they come from me. Like if I think of math problem the answer can sometimes appear in my mind and all I have to do is become aware of it. I don't know if this is just my mind working faster than I can consciously keep up with or if there are others communicating with me. At times I feel like I can exert influence over these other thoughts with enough effort.

It's all very weird and makes me doubt myself sometimes. But that's all part of the journey I guess.