I was diagnosed with incurable brain cancer July 2022. With this diagnosis i was given the prognosis of 10 years. I have since gone through two brain surgeries and months of treatments. Even thought I’m done treatment I feel worse than I did while going through it, and the lasting side effects have taken their toll. During all this I’ve relied heavily on family and friends to help me get through things. Even to just vent to. In doing this I’ve lost a lot of friends, even after asking them if it’s okay to tell them something, and getting the go ahead from them. Recently I’ve found out some shitty news, like I have exposed bone in my right ear, which is the side my tumor is one. I just found out today that I have vision loss in my right eye due to the tumor. I just keep finding out all this upsetting cancer related stuff and feel like I have no one to turn to. I should mention I am also separated, so there isn’t even spousal support. I just sometimes feel abandoned when I most need people.