Went out on a date a week ago, it went well for the most part. We did the sex. I apparently forgot her okcupid profile said she was partnered in an open relationship. I really liked her, felt a strong emotional connection (which is something I thought I needed and still think I do). Then she said she was going to hang out with her partner yesterday and I was out for a bike ride and had to stop for a while cause I was pissed and disappointed. But I didn't want to be reactive so I just went home and tried to process it. I am quite jealous, possessive, etc. Also vengeful. That is probably why I have a Scorpio moon. My mars and Venus are also both in aquarius, which I'm not sure what it means. Also, after we did the sex during the week I noticed I was looking at women differently and wanting to get to know them.. like I liked the pillow talking and everything so much I wanted to do that with everyone. I was a virgin prior to her so connecting with a woman like that is a new thing for me. (She couldn't tell I was til I told her if you can believe that.). Anyway, have any of you ever done this before? I want a partner but shit has been so wack in my life lately, lost everyone important in my life in the span of a few months, including my mom. To cancer. I just want something good right now.