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[4A] "Take Your Time To Grieve" [Loss of a Friend] [Death] [Comfort] [SFW] [Soft-spoken] [Crying]

WARNING ⚠️: This script mentions the loss of a close friend, death and burial. Proceed with caution if this is a sensitive topic for you.

|Speaker sniffling|

"You know when I got the call at work, I thought I cried out all the tears I had . I thought there was nothing left . I thought it wasn't possible to feel it deeper than I already have."

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" Seeing my friend for the last time through a screen because I'm sick feels like a disservice. I wanted to play her a verse of her favourite song from the group she loved so much . I wanted to tell her how I would play every song they make after this twice , once for her and once for me ."

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"I never had a good relationship with death. All the deaths in my life were always so sudden. I never got time to process a thing and I feel like I carry the weight around with me forever. I always thought we had one more conversation left , one more joke to laugh about , one more hello to say. But life has its cruel uncertainties. "

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"When I logged in , of course I was sad , my heart felt heavy and weak . When they started the eulogy I lost it . "

|Speaker starts to sob|

"I wasn't over it . It felt unreal again because what do you mean you're burying my friend ?"

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"It's a constant unraveling . Like a wound you want to heal but you keep picking at it . I don't want to forget her , but it hurts so much to remember her I feel like I'll never get better."

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"Is it ok to feel as if you'll never accept the reality right in front of you ?"

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"Maybe you're right ... The healing process is so peculiar. There is no manual to healing, just the journey to acceptance to admit to ourselves 'yes this happened and I know it's real and I will have to live my life knowing this happened'."

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|Speaker sniffles |

" I've done it before ... But I'm still not convinced I'm over it you know ..."

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" I really hate this feeling. I don't want to cry anymore..."

|Speaker starts to cry |

"But I can't seem to help it ."

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"Let grief run it's course ... Mhmm. I guess that's all I can do right . Feel the feelings even the ones I can't explain."

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" Thanks.."

|Speaker sniffles |

"For listening and helping me process. Just allowing me to cry ."

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" I just needed the support to get through it because there's so much going on in my head. You even watched with me and you didn't have to do that . "

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" I'm happy that you actually wanted to. You really saved me because I was afraid to ask... It sounded like a weird request. When you offered it was really comforting ."

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"Thank you is the deepest thing I can say to you right now. I appreciate it ."

FIN