I gained 60-80lbs since the pandemic and I feel like it's also part of why I started becoming active again in posting raunchy photos online. I do enjoy posting because of the thrill (hi to those who have recognized me!) But truth be told, it's just another way of coping with my insecurities.
For someone who loves talking about sex, I'm secretly dreading the next time I'll have it out of fear my partner won't get turned on when he sees how I look now. Don't let the photos on my wall fool you - those are angled shots with Snapchat filters, cropped to hide my tummy and other parts I don't like about myself.
This isn't meant to be a rant nor pity post. I am looking for an accountability buddy who needs a support system in their fitness journey. This is probably my 6284th attempt to succeed in a #BalikAlindog program but I'm determined for this to be my last. If you're in the same boat, please please do send me a message. Let's do this!
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