Don't mind me, just reusing the same old post from 2 3 months ago. Keen eye observers will see me losing my grip on reality some editing here and there.

Work is crushing me so what better way to aggravate whatever emotions and feelings I'm trying to process by doing this shit again.

Me

• Skinny Chinito Wearing Glasses and Printed Polos literally just dresses-up like Shaggy from Mystery Incorporated like 3 times a week now.
• Big 4 Grad and Currently Working
• Substitutes irony, memes, letterboxd, indie comics, and vidya games for an actual personality
• Tried a lot of hobbies over the years (Drawing, Painting, Playing Music), not very good in a lot of them but at least I'm open to stuff right? I'm literally only just cycling between reading comics, playing vidya, binging on spotify, and watching films now. There's been no room for experimentation.
• Steeped in so much ironic self-deprecation I have no idea where my pride starts and my contempt begins.
• Will tell you I'm gonna ghost you na if things aren't going well because *crickets* well this was a lie lmao.

You

• lol defining physical attributes feel off so I won't buuuut! I'm self-admittedly cute so I hope you are too :D I'm shallow as fuuuuck.......
• Understands I do have work and I'm likely not available or at 100% all the time (And anyway I do get this as well if you are din)
• Has interests you like talking about and can at least listen to my interests. (As seen above, nerdy crap... I'm nerdy crap)
• at the least willing to swap photos? That didn't really end up mattering so let's strike that out

I'm at the point of the post where I realize I haven't exactly defined what this is for and TBH I'm still not sure, more or less we'll exchange messages over the course of a few hours to a few days in which we'll portent if our personalities align or if we should abort.

If we somehow get past that first few days there'll be a definite lull in the convo (Because my social batteries will be fucking drained fuck I don't know either) in which the conversation will degrade to just swapping memes until either of the following thing happen kinda just inexplicably die.

• our social batteries recover enough that we can talk about concrete topics again; Never happened
• one of us has their hormones firing and feels the need to shoot their shot further in; Never happened
• Something geniunely worth talking about happens in our lives; Never happened

And..... that's probably gonna repeat ad nauseum for a while because with the pandemic on-going. I really wanna go out na, oh god if you're from QC or Manila hit me up. Literally just any excuse for me to ditch working on the weekend to my co-workers intead.

Also oh yeah, #LabanLeni2022.

Yes I realize this is very much an excercise in futility by now